Ok so I was supposed to post about my epic adventures last week. As well as a Weigh In and post my August weight. But I haven't.
All I could say is that I had (and am having) a bit of an emotional, off the wagon, mini break down these last couple of days and, in all honesty, I'm too ashamed to post my weight after what I did (a binge or two) or why I did it (mainly because I'm not really sure myself.)
This is really putting in to perspective how much I still have to learn about my emotional response to food, my subconscious sabotaging, and figuring out what exactly is wrong.
In all honesty I don't really know. I overall feel fine but a little bit empty. My creativity is a bit dry and I don't feel as lively or passionate as I used to be. This isn't to say I'm sad or depressed. I've been very happy for the most part.
But something is missing. And my old stand by of
I really need to reflect and work on me right now. I'll try to make up for going AWOL by posting pictures of my epic adventures last week but I think I'll give myself a break and NOT post my August weigh in. For now.
I will figure this out. Thanks for sticking with me. You have no idea how your comments and support have led me this far.
love
-w0rld
2 comments:
sorry you are having a tough time. Its good that you are reflecting and being honest with yourself.
Hang in there! Takes huge guts to still post and not hide away. Hope you figure out a little more of what's kicking your mojo. Hugs!
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