I have a pain on the right side of my neck from turning so much when swimming.
I have a crave for carbs every morning around 10 a.m.
I also want chocolate ALL the TIME.
I'm reading Jillian Michaels book on hormones and metabolism
(which is actually really interesting and it's giving me a lot more insight on the stuff I knew already about how hormones and etc control your body.. and since I have a lot of the problems she mentions it's like someone is finally throwing me a light in the tunnel..)
and I'm getting mad at my old doctors who knew this stuff about me for YEARS and never bothered to tell me until ONE YEAR AGO (when I switched doctors).
It was a good day but all these things that are happening recently just make me want to scream
"Gahh! What is going on body?! Don't you WANT to get better? Stop sabotaging yourself!!"
Tell me I'm not the only one who feels this way sometimes..